The Paradox

  Tis sad but true, this paradox

Reflects the way we are

Whatever length we tend to stride

Our goals seem twice as far

 

Many live and love and learn

But very few are taught

Love is something you can't earn

Nor can it be bought

 

Love is found in all of us

To share it is the key

A stranger in a crowded bus

Is who told this to me

 

Now some would call him "Hero"

Some would call him "Fool"

Twas on a night sub-zero

Was the temperature ... too cruel

 

I will not jump ahead in this

Sit back, relax, my dear

You'll hear a story that's been missed

As most of us don't hear

 

I do not know if this is true

As I was only told

And so, in turn, no proof for you

While it does unfold

 

"Twas back in 1924 ... "

He started with his tale

"6 years after the 1st World War

I spent a night in jail"

 

"Back then", he said, "the laws were bad

And many people died

That morning I had lost my dad"

As he said this ... he cried

 

I didn't mean to gawk at him

But there, inside the bus

I glanced around in light so dim

And felt the stares towards us

 

His sobbing came from deep inside

He shuddered as he wept

In my view a bona fide

Soldier's heart was kept

 

His tears came forth, but oh, so slow

As if he'd trained them well

Twas as he wanted me to know

This portrait of his Hell

 

I saw him then for what he was

A man of unknown strength

A man whose heart does what it does

Because of years in length

 

He tried to hold back with his tears

He'd weathered them before

They weren't created by his fears

But something that told more

 

He straightened up and then leaned back

A sereneness came to him

I thought he'd had a heart attack

Until he spoke ... again

 

"It's been some time since I've done that

Been almost 50 years"

He offered this, as there he sat

"My destination nears"

 

With that, the busdriver yelled out

"Bismarck ... 16 miles!!"

I calculated with no doubt

I'd off there too ... with smiles

 

"I'm sorry to have bothered you

You, sir, have been too kind"

If he had seen it from my view

He couldn't though ... he's blind

 

We traveled on in silence

I felt my racing heart

I sat there in defiance

Not wanting us to part

 

My plans were to go further east

But my plans now could wait

Thinking ahead, I thought at least

I'd phone ... say I'd be late

 

We struggled towards the depot

Engaging ice and snow

With gusts of 13 miles or so

Wind chill ... 40 below

 

We huddled close together

Continuing our trek

His old-style jacket leather

Lapel turned towards his neck

 

We entered through the doorway

No one was in sight

Suspecting this a foray

Someone yelled, "HEY, what a night!"

 

Two cups of steaming coffee

Strong, almost coal-black

The nightclerk handed one to me

Then ... took the other back

 

Before I made a motion

My new friend cleared his throat

I sensed he had a notion

To take off his leather coat

 

I looked at him in ragged clothes

"I never touch the stuff"

He sort of wrinkled up his nose

And said, "I like it rough"

 

The nightclerk reappeared again

He set a bottle down

I read the label ... it was gin

My friend changed to a clown

 

"It's time to celebrate my friend

There's two things right tonight

My future here is at an end

And yours is very bright"

 

Again a question from my eyes

Led him to explain

He feigned a look of sheer surprise

"My friend, I can't remain"

 

"All I can say is you did right

By helping one you saw

Who you thought needed help tonight

In truth, I am the LAW"

 

Through all he said I sat and drank

The gin flowed smooth and true

When he finished I thought a prank

Then someone yelled, "HEY YOU!!!"

 

I spun around to see the clerk

Quite agitated he

Hoisted me up with one strong jerk

Not mad ... but frantically

 

"YOU REALLY ARE A LUCKY MAN

FOR STOPPING HERE TONIGHT

THE RADIO SAYS NO ONE CAN

CONTINUE ON TIL LIGHT!!!"

 

I tried to calm him down a bit

To catch what all he meant

"THE BUS YOU'D BEEN ON TOOK A HIT

THANK GOD JUST ONE LIFE SPENT!!"

 

Interpreting the words he said

I wondered ... Do I dare?

I slowly turned, but in my head

I knew he wasn't there

 

I couldn't voice my questions then

I'd have to let them wait

Who was the old man who had been

With me ... What was his fate?

 

I didn't voice these thoughts of mine

I just sat there perplexed

Then, on the floor, ahead, in line

A note I saw read "Next

 

Time you help a stranger

Your life again is spared

I kept you from all danger

Because, inside, you cared"

 

I noticed on the backside

One more verse was scrawled

I knew twas the old man had died

I stood there, quite apalled

 

I tried to sort out what would be

Before I read the verse

But then I felt the gin hit me

I sat down, feeling worse

 

I read the flip side of the note

And then I wept inside

By reading what this man had wrote

I knew an angel died

 

"I told you that I was the LAW

I took away your sin

Tonight, my friend, you finally saw

Your Loving Angel Within"
L_____A____W

 

 

 

 

© DJ-Sweeper