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Hi Bruce.....I just got home a little bit ago. After I picked up the cat, I couldn't find a place that had what I needed for him (ie: dishes, litterbox, dry shampoo, etc). I ended up having to drive about 4 towns over to find it all. Sorry it took so long. I doubt you're on, so I guess chatting is out, but maybe you could help me out? I'm having the hardest time thinking of a name for him. Any suggestions? He's orange with yellow eyes. I'm a blank. Hope you have a good nite. I really want to get together again, so email me. If I don't talk to you tonite, I will soon.

Tornado Warning? Bruce, That was horrible. I had no idea the story would be about you and your family. What a terrible thing to go through. I'm sorry if you thought I was scared by what you told me. It wasn't that. You just hit a nerve within me. Some of the things you said sounded really familiar to me. It's not something I talk about to people since I scared a few of them a couple of times. I would like to hear more of your stories. I've never met anyone else who "felt" things. Maybe I'll tell you a few of my own. What you said about our meeting not being a coincidence. I'm wondering about that. There are so many parallels. So many similarities. Uncanny.... I'll talk to you soon (hopefully).

Hey Bruce! I was here at my mother's and decided to check msg's. How are you? Been thinking of you and hoping everything is going well. Hope to catch you out there sometime and chat. Gotta get going home now. Drop a line when you get a chance. Take care, sweets Jenn (btw, my addy at my house is Daesey-@webtv.net. I only usually check this on Sat & Sun, so I never know if you've written).

He can never know
Emotions betrayed by eyes
Mirrors to the heart
Thoughts that he inspires
Desires of the soul
Harder to maintain the wall
Harder still to just let go
He can never know
Where oft the mind wanders
Above heights unknown
Sweetness yet untasted
Pleasures still unshared
Persuasion in the flesh
Temptation whispered oh so low
He can never know
Dreams entered in soft slumber
Untouched by shadows past
Angel in the form of man
Last behind my eyes at night
First with each new sun
All I try to hide from show
He can never know

Thanks for the email. Listen, from M-F I'm at my other nic ( Daesey-@webtv.net ). I never know if you write me unless I come here to mom's and check. I'll probably be here this weekend, so if you need a break from the "Fa La La's," drop me a line. I'd love to talk to you again.

Yes, you are. That was so beautiful. And angels are my favorite!! I have a whole collection!   (Guess I shouldn't wonder how you know that, huh?). I hope your day was everything you wanted it to be, Bruce. Can't wait to talk to you again sometime. Jenn PS- I like being "your little flower"<<>>

Well, I friend who's been away for the last month emailed a little bit ago and wanted to talk, but don't know what the hold up is. I really want to talk to you, but I've missed my friend, too. Would you mind if we only chatted for a little bit? I don't want to disappoint either of you.

I had to think about time zones for a sec...lol. That would be perfect. I'm sorry we couldn't really talk tonite, but I'm tired as well and don't see myself up much longer, either. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Nite.

You NEVER cease to amaze me. Sleep well. Talk to you tomorrow, Sunshine.

Upon wings of heart's flight,
He comes to me.
Aloft clouds of mind's fancy,
He beckons me.
Above skies of soul's desire,
He moves me.
And I go to him....
Always.
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There was a time when
The words of my heart
Spilled from my lips
In a stream of emotion.
I cared not what people thought;
Only what I felt and wanted.
There was a time when
I trusted without question
And loved without fear.
But I lost that time
To pain and disappoinment;
Tragedy and betrayal.
I tried to find a way back to it,
But light does'nt shine upon that road anymore.
When I close my eyes
I see days that were almost happy
And I wake up alone.

Message From: Daesey-@webtv.net (Daesey) Date: Mon, Jan 3, 2000, 1:26am (MST+2) To: DJ-Sweeper@webtv.net (Bruce P.) Subject: Re: (no subject) I know you're probably not on, but I just wanted to write and say hello. Sorry we didn't get to talk today....I was really hoping to. Anyway, I hope you have a great day tomorrow and I catch up with you soon. Jenn

There once was this flower
Who thought she was a weed
Until Sunshine warmed her
In all her times of need
He opened up his arms
And showered her with love
She stretched up her petals
To reach his rays above
He spoke to her gently
Calming all her fears
Sent her smiles daily
To keep away the tears
He cast away the clouds
Until everything was bright
Stole away the darkness
Banished it from sight
Now this little flower
A weed nevermore
Waits for her Sunshine
To worship and adore

Message From: Daesey@webtv.net (Daesey) Date: Sun, Jan 23, 2000, 5:50am (MST+2) To: DJ-Sweeper@webtv.net (Bruce P.) Subject: No Sleep For Me :( Hi. Couldn't sleep tonight. Been wandering around aimlessly in cyberspace. Kept hoping to hear from you. Hope you're ok. Please email me when you can? Jenn

Rams - g - itry
Games, changes, and fears
Where will they go from here
When will they stop....
I believe that faith
Has brought us here
And we should be together, Babe
But we're not

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'...
I try to say goodbye
And I choke
Try to walk away
And I stumble
Though I try to hide it
It's clear
My world crumbles when you are not there
Goodbye

And I choke
Try to walk away
And I stumble
Though I try to hide it
It's clear
My world crumbles when you are not there
I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner
Of your love...

And I may seem alright
And smile
When you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front.....hey

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'....
I try to say goodbye...yeah
And I choke
Try to walk away
And I stumble
Though I try to hide it
It's clear
My world crumbles when you are not there
Goodbye

AndIchoke..yeah
Try to walk away
And I stumble
Though I try to hide it
It's clear
My world crumbles when you are not there

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses, and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
Deny....

And I play it off, but I'm dreaming
But I'm dreaming of you, Baby
And I keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'
I try to say goodbye
And I choke....yeah...oh

Try to walk away
And I stumble
Though I try to hide it
It's clear
My world crumbles when you are not there
Goodbye

And I choke
Try to walk away
And I stumble
Though I try to hide it
It's clear
My world crumbles when you are not there
Goodbye

And I choke
Try to walk away
And I stumble
Though I try to hide it
It's clear
My world crumbles when you are not there
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Hope you will love this as much as I do :) Jenn

Message From: Daesey@webtv.net (Daesey) Date: Sun, Feb 13, 2000, 5:55pm (MST+2) To: DJ-Sweeper@webtv.net (Bruce P.) Subject: Re: Fwd: Jesus Is In The House Hi Lo :) That was beautiful, Bruce. I'm going to share it with as many people as I can :) Hope you're having a good day. I finally figured out what I'm going to do with my website.   I'm going to make an F-key page along with a personal page, a friends page with links to their sites (hurry up and get one!!!), and a poetry page (when we finish ours, I'd love to showcase it there after we send it around). Not sure if you're busy, but just thought I'd say hello. Jenn