Out of control
I came into this world,not knowing all.
Awaiting the day of my very first fall.
Growing up, was a challange to me.
All I wnated to do.was to run free.
I had no clue.
Not knowing what to do.
One day at a time.
Seeing all this crime.
Growing up too fast.
Always living in the past.
Here in the city.
Having never any pity.
I had to take chances.
With all my romances.
With no helpng hand.
Now I understand.
I was out of control
I dont think I can talk to you like I have been anymore. I am hurting real bad inside right now. I am depressed and disgusted with everything.I will still go to the games once in a while but being friends hurts me too much and makes me sad about everything. I dont want to hurt your feelings but if I get caught it will only add fire to the hurt I feel already. I really lke you DJ you know that, and I will miss having you as a close friend is too painful. Pookie
Message From: CAT_LDY@webtv.net Date: Mon, Feb 21, 2000, 9:57pm (MST+2) To: dj-sweeper@webtv.net Subject: Poem
I WILL TRY
I will try to be strong
PLease dont take too long.
You are my friend,when I am in need
When I met you ,you planted a seed.
Now I am a friend for life,I wish good things for you.You know what you have to do.
So please Hurry and dont you worry.
For I will try ,not to cry.
for this is not goodbye.
Until we meet agian ........Krissy